went through my entire blog front to back. I’m a whole lot calmer these days. Lashing out is minimized. I just walk away from situations. But HOLYTITTYFUCK! I was not expecting page 176 lol :’)
I guess for everything to be completely fine, I’ll have to wait a bit longer.
Please forget me, you were right dear
I am cold and self-involved
the moment you realize
that your bones are made of the same dust
as the planets,
your lungs are breathing the same air
as the migrating butterflies,
and your blood is pumping because
of the love and care of thousands;
is when you realize
that you are not as broken
as you think you are.
you are full
of the world.
"Someday someone’s gonna love me the way I wanted you to need me. Someday someone’s gonna take your place, one day I’ll forget about you, you’ll see I won’t even miss you. Someday, someday..”
..I’m pretty sure I deserve it after everything that’s happened.